the biggest flaw

11.36pm - her place - not in a good mood

Hm,ok. She just read everything here. Oh ya,to make it worst, i was right beside her. Urggggggghhhhhhhhh. Ok lets break it down.

At 1st i was fine,u know,to let her read this blog. But as she scrolled down to the next post, id changed my mind. Alamaaaakkkkkkkk, watahel am i doing ni??????

Aku mcm merayu suh tutup,tp dia mcm halang and kusyuk baca. I was getting nervous. Aku tgk dia tenung je. Oh fuck. Im fucked this time. Aku dah buat satu lg mende yg aku nyesal.

Dah dah,aku still kt rumah dia,in fact dia ada kt sebelah aku,halang aku blk. Hmm.

Ok,i spent a night here. So aku mcm buntu gila kepala. Kejap suka,kejap tak. Bercelaru gila. Aku tatau apa dah aku buat dan apa aku buat skarang. Aku tatau, betul ke tak betul. Aku takut mende2 ni akan dtg pada masa akan datang dan menyusahkan aku.